I hate that … i am still capable of hating … by romanian author Adrian Dumitru

Yes … i have moments when i still hate.

It is ridiculous …. but true …

I’ve read a lots of books … and i even have moments when i understand that … negativity itself … is actually a blessing.

But …

Well … i clearly know that the moment when i am under the dominance of my negative emotions … i am following a pathless path.

… an ugly pathless path.

Today … i hate seeing myself … still hating.

And … indeed i hate lots of people.

I hate … X.

Y, Z ….

Yes …I hate many, many people.

But …. I don’t understand … what is really going on with me.

Unfortunately … i can’t stop myself.

It just … happens.

And …. hate itself is actually activated mainly … by attacks on my Ego.

I know it.

I … actually … know it by a long, long time … but …

So … most probably … same as many others …. I am under

 

the total dominance of my Ego.

And … nothing will change.

… cause it’s too complicated to disconnect from the Ego.

Or …. maybe i can’t accept that i just can’t stay connected to my real soul … the one from inside of me.

And … ignore the Ego.

I continue … reading.

I continue … analysing.

I continue … writing my thoughts.

Unfortunately … on the stage of life i continue acting … stupid.

The fact …. that i still experience hate … is the clear evidence of that … but ….

Well … meanwhile … i just pretend … saying that …. i hate that … i hate …

Of course … it’s all … a pathetic show of declarations …

… cause i need to write.

Being a writer …. but ….

My mind is so, so stupid.

 

 

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